Revelations

I realized two things last night. Number one is that, like at work, I don't think that I will ever feel like I've studied enough. I was such a terrible student when I was young. I love that I want this so badly that I could not work hard enough to satisfy myself. I will have to find a balance with family and relaxation, though.

I also realize how spoiled I have been. As a blogger that writes about medical stuff and events that are close to my heart, I realize how little I have had to use my imagination to write. I write often, I write to vent, I write to make sense of things. I cannot remember the last time that I wrote a story or poem. I have not really had to be descriptive or think about word choice for a very long time. That makes me appreciate more having to write stories that are out of my comfort zone.

Off to bed now. I worked an 8 hour day and studied for 5. Math is my true nemesis, but it will not beat me!!!